The End Of Times or the beginning of something New...
So here we are in the end of times.
At least thats what they say. The words from the wise ones. Or is it the beginning of eternity, the birth of a new era. Aliens, genmanipultated food, financial crises, crop circels, kim khardasian, war, famine, starvation, excess and people loosing their minds in this white mans coca cola dream. The fall of an empire based on greed seems to be happening and we are killing ourselfves and our earth in the process.
But maybe a positive outlook would be to look as every crises as something that often happens before change. That when the darkness is as thick as it can be we are called to turn on the light. I know it happened in my own case. When death came to place himself on my shoulder, he taught me about life. I had spend my life running from shadows seeking light in myself and others. Seeing what I wanted to see rather than what was really going on. Blessed by a graceful woman and death coming to be my keeper I had no choice but to wake up to reality. Trying to bury darkness in myself and others were no longer an option. Maybe thats what happening right now as we speak on a global scale. There is no more room for lies. The shit is hitting the fan. The darkness is coming up to the surface to be adressed and confronted for all of us whetever we like it or not. Often we dont I guess. But from were I stand now, its the best thing that ever happen to me. Being addicted to light, running from another blissfull experince to another made me ungrounded...unrealible, ...and my commitment to be in light and deny the darkness and the shadows made me hollow, so hollow that finally the shell cracked.
Wihout facing my own darkness and shadows, in myself and others I was a prisoner.
Blinded by the light.
The dark night of the soul was my salvation. My moment of truth and liberation.
I guess we all have our cycles. But our life will keep on mirroring everything we hide from ourselves in all our relationships and experinces until we do. Until we confront our totality. Until we look within. If we dont...life and death will come to visit us in such a way...that finally we do. And gosh that can be very painful,...we were afraid to look within when we could have saved ourselves so much suffering if we did.
At least that has been my own experince.
One of the more painful companions to live with is judgement. I lived with it all my life. Concioussly and unconcioussly. I realized that this companion of mine really wanted to be loved by my heart, and that judgment only lives where understanding yet have to arrive. As understanding emerges judgment becomes dicerning which has a totally differnt quality to it, at least if you ask me. Right and wrong, dark and light, polarities seems to serve a higher reality, principle of unity where it all comes togheter when one starts defrost the frozen heart thats been silented by our chattering minds.
Our minds run in circles and it exhausts itself. Somehow I was never trained to be fully in the heart and maybe many of us have hurts and traumas we carry around unequiped to face that which brought us damage. We decide to live in are heads and it only leads to more suffering since we are driving without a driver. It all seem so hopelss at times, like a rat race that never ends.
We neglect our hearts wisdom and live enstrained by our thoughts and all our relationships and experinces become somewhat robotic and maybe loses its quality lof life. Our hearts become frozen due to the cold enviroment of our minds. As we emerge into our hearts, the ice cracks and its like we are seeing everything with a childs eyes again for the first time.
White mans world and culture is based in the mind and maybe that why he might be so lost ? He lives in sqaures and obsessed by his technologies but maybe his gadgets cannot save him from himself. We have been rasied in this wounded culture and some of us look to the earthwisdom traditons and its people for answers.Others find that to be romantic and maybe even pathetic, as they click on the iphone and say to themselves,...this is human nature, to destroy ourselves,...that is who we are.
Enviroment playes a big role in ones conciouss evolution and if someone asked me how I would be the master of the world I would say, controll the enviroment of the people, and then you controll there conciouss evolution. I could controll that enviroment for the benefit of all or I could controll it for the benefit of me. I guess that depends on the person I would choose to be.
Anyway the world in its suffering and its joy seems to serve evolution even though sometimes I wonder if my science fiction title "Stolen Evolution" is more true than fiction.
At the bottom of the swamp lies the treasure.
And with those words, my second attempt to blogg have been finalized.
I have spoken,
and when I write in english I write in a flow and Iam writing at swedish computer, so expect many spellproblems since I dont know how to spell check on this computer.
Sorry about that my international friends.
Today I will seek the sanctuary of the nordic nature,
All the best and warm embrace to you who choose to read this.
Let Love Be
Fredrik
walking between the worlds
At least thats what they say. The words from the wise ones. Or is it the beginning of eternity, the birth of a new era. Aliens, genmanipultated food, financial crises, crop circels, kim khardasian, war, famine, starvation, excess and people loosing their minds in this white mans coca cola dream. The fall of an empire based on greed seems to be happening and we are killing ourselfves and our earth in the process.
But maybe a positive outlook would be to look as every crises as something that often happens before change. That when the darkness is as thick as it can be we are called to turn on the light. I know it happened in my own case. When death came to place himself on my shoulder, he taught me about life. I had spend my life running from shadows seeking light in myself and others. Seeing what I wanted to see rather than what was really going on. Blessed by a graceful woman and death coming to be my keeper I had no choice but to wake up to reality. Trying to bury darkness in myself and others were no longer an option. Maybe thats what happening right now as we speak on a global scale. There is no more room for lies. The shit is hitting the fan. The darkness is coming up to the surface to be adressed and confronted for all of us whetever we like it or not. Often we dont I guess. But from were I stand now, its the best thing that ever happen to me. Being addicted to light, running from another blissfull experince to another made me ungrounded...unrealible, ...and my commitment to be in light and deny the darkness and the shadows made me hollow, so hollow that finally the shell cracked.
Wihout facing my own darkness and shadows, in myself and others I was a prisoner.
Blinded by the light.
The dark night of the soul was my salvation. My moment of truth and liberation.
I guess we all have our cycles. But our life will keep on mirroring everything we hide from ourselves in all our relationships and experinces until we do. Until we confront our totality. Until we look within. If we dont...life and death will come to visit us in such a way...that finally we do. And gosh that can be very painful,...we were afraid to look within when we could have saved ourselves so much suffering if we did.
At least that has been my own experince.
One of the more painful companions to live with is judgement. I lived with it all my life. Concioussly and unconcioussly. I realized that this companion of mine really wanted to be loved by my heart, and that judgment only lives where understanding yet have to arrive. As understanding emerges judgment becomes dicerning which has a totally differnt quality to it, at least if you ask me. Right and wrong, dark and light, polarities seems to serve a higher reality, principle of unity where it all comes togheter when one starts defrost the frozen heart thats been silented by our chattering minds.
Our minds run in circles and it exhausts itself. Somehow I was never trained to be fully in the heart and maybe many of us have hurts and traumas we carry around unequiped to face that which brought us damage. We decide to live in are heads and it only leads to more suffering since we are driving without a driver. It all seem so hopelss at times, like a rat race that never ends.
We neglect our hearts wisdom and live enstrained by our thoughts and all our relationships and experinces become somewhat robotic and maybe loses its quality lof life. Our hearts become frozen due to the cold enviroment of our minds. As we emerge into our hearts, the ice cracks and its like we are seeing everything with a childs eyes again for the first time.
White mans world and culture is based in the mind and maybe that why he might be so lost ? He lives in sqaures and obsessed by his technologies but maybe his gadgets cannot save him from himself. We have been rasied in this wounded culture and some of us look to the earthwisdom traditons and its people for answers.Others find that to be romantic and maybe even pathetic, as they click on the iphone and say to themselves,...this is human nature, to destroy ourselves,...that is who we are.
Enviroment playes a big role in ones conciouss evolution and if someone asked me how I would be the master of the world I would say, controll the enviroment of the people, and then you controll there conciouss evolution. I could controll that enviroment for the benefit of all or I could controll it for the benefit of me. I guess that depends on the person I would choose to be.
Anyway the world in its suffering and its joy seems to serve evolution even though sometimes I wonder if my science fiction title "Stolen Evolution" is more true than fiction.
At the bottom of the swamp lies the treasure.
And with those words, my second attempt to blogg have been finalized.
I have spoken,
and when I write in english I write in a flow and Iam writing at swedish computer, so expect many spellproblems since I dont know how to spell check on this computer.
Sorry about that my international friends.
Today I will seek the sanctuary of the nordic nature,
All the best and warm embrace to you who choose to read this.
Let Love Be
Fredrik
walking between the worlds
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